(This post will most likely be back dated since I am doing bunches of stuff, so my bad LOL)
Remember the FUTURE!
Today is Monday March 9th of 2015 and I am overjoyed at the direction that my life is taking! This time 2 years ago I was in a toxic relationship wit my ex-fiancee & father of my child. I wanted so desperately to make it work with him. He was my first "love," and I truly believed that if I loved him enough and correctly, that everything would change in time. I gave that relationship 5 years and 9 months of my life, but one day I realized that things would only change for the worse.
That's when I decided to remember the future! When I met him, I had big plans and I knew exactly who I was and where I was going. I had my future mapped out perfectly and it was only a matter of time before I took off and did great things. In him, I lost myself, and it took a child to remind me.
I thought about my son that day when everything finally ended, and I once again remembered the future. I knew what was in store for him if I stayed and I knew that if I stayed I wouldn't be able to achieve the level of success that I had envisioned for myself. So, in my efforts to remember and re-envision my future, I had to let go of something that I cherished; I have been tremendously blessed ever since.
It's been two years since those times, and the dust is settling. I can see more clearly every day that what I thought was necessary for my life was never meant to be in my life. Now, I am free. I am happy, an my son can become the man that God created him to be!
~Shanta